But then everything is a sin.
Do not think about sin.
It is much too late for that and there are people who are paid to do it.
Let them think about it.
You were born to be a fisherman as the fish was born to be a fish.
San Pedro was a fisherman as was the father of the great DiMaggio.
But he liked to think about all things that he was involved in and since there was nothing to read and he did not have a radio, he thought much and he kept on thinking about sin.
You did not kill the fish only to keep alive and to sell for food, he thought.
You killed him for pride and because you are a fisherman.
You loved him when he was alive and you loved him after.